the start of something great?

The past few days have really led me to wonder, do we ever really know people? We know what they tell us, and how they act around us, but we can never know if that's the real person, or simply the act they put on for us. I wonder this because JP broke up with me, insisting that he is neither entirely comfortable nor entirely happy around me.. oh btw, he still loves me. Yeah, you're right, that doesn't make ANY sense. Oh well, he can run from difficulties his entire life if he wants to, that's his prerogative. Just don't drag me down next time.

I thought it would be horrible and all to be single again after so much time, but honestly, I haven't even been that torn up about it. Maybe because he's already been in WI for a month, so I haven't seen him anyways, who knows.. but I am excited, because since it didn't work out with him, that means God has someone so much better for me out there and I can't wait to meet him!! No sense crying over spilled milk..

Other than that, summer continues to drag on. It has seriously been a horrible summer. All I do is work and go to class, and it's too ridiculously hot to even want to go outside. Never thought I'd say it, but bring on the fall semester!